I went to one of the support sites for Crohn's Disease and watched videos about other kids who live with the disease. It's always surprising to see how many people my age have this disease. It always just seems like you are so increbibly alone with regards to your disease. Anywho, after watching the videos I felt a lot better. No matter how much your friends or family say they understand, they don't...they never will. It's something so incredibly devastating that it takes a person who has walked the same path to talk to about the journey. I cried in my room for a while. It was kinda weird. I hate crying. It makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong. It makes me feel sick. In a sad kind of way I think it's good for me to cry. When you do something you hate doing you appreciate the world a little bit more.